Maybe you will..
Monday 5 November 2012 @ 10:59 | 0♡ comment(s)
Hi, night everyone. On Thursday,6 November. Now I'm updating my blog on a Midnight at 2: 22 And, sejak aku break off ni. Dengan dia. Aku rasa macam lain. Rasa macam always moody. And over emotional. Seriously I'm still love you. Yes! I do love you sayang. Please come back! I really need you. On this situation. Aku kena Banyak sangat bersabar sebab semenjak break ni, Dia macam orang yg hilang ingatan. Hilang sayang dia semua dekat aku. Dulu totally dia sangat lain. And now, everything was gone. Our happiness, our loves. Changed to a sadness. You, I was suffer. Please. I betul-betul menyesal. And I tak sure it's my decision ni betul or tak. Cause you cakap I salah anggap. And kawan I cakap you with her. what's going on sayang? Where's our loves? Where isn't? Why I can't see it again and why I can't feel your loves anymore? No matter what sayang. I'm still loves you and I will be wait for you. Forever. I don't care... You tahu. Time I teringat pasal kita kan. I text you and tell it back. And sayang. You selalu reply like this...'Huh?' and this '?'. Nevermind sayang. I tahu nanti you Akan berubah right? Its okay. I will be waiting for you. No matter what. Even you dah lupa. I still Ingat the day. That time. It's so amazing. And I just like. Ugggg Happy Together. Yes! I'm. I'm happy with you. But tu dulu. And now..... I tak tahu macam mana nak cakap. You treat me, just like unknown person. Like a stranger. And I do appreciate it at all. Even sekejap you text me and call me 'baby' but. Tu pun tak lama. You macam tak sure. And cara you treat I. Always bertukar-tukar. I Ingat lagi, Ada Sehari tu you treat me.... And I nampak sangat dah. You saja treat I macam tu. but why? Sampan bila nak macam ni? If you tak nak kita still contact. Just let me know. And I will leave you. But remember one thing, that I will never forget our past, Our happiness that have we crate it together. Crate it with our loves. if you can hear me. I just want you back. Come back. And I'm trully sorry for what have I done to our relationship. To our loves. I remember all your promises that you won't leave me. Even when youre die....... Nowadays Alone.
Friday 2 November 2012 @ 03:31 | 0♡ comment(s)
Now, Im alone. And aku rasa untuk kali yang ke 2 break up ni lah, Final destinationya. Sejak dari tu, Aku rasa aku dah mati rasa, Means macam aku dah takada perasaan. Macam nak gelak and senyum pun susah. And now, Nobody can understand me. NOBODY!! And aku decide untuk takkan couple. Aku rasa, aku dah takada hati. Dari First blog aku ni semua tentang dia. and now. aku rasa aku nak post Poem/Puisi. Yang aku akan buat nanti. Aku decide untuk buat poem/Puisi ni sebab aku rasa dengan buat tu, aku dapat luahkan apa yang aku rasa. Sebab dah takada sesiapa yang faham aku. Even diorang cakap diorang tu boleh faham. Tapi sebenarnya tak pun. Hati yang ada dalam badan aku sekarang ni, Dah terlalu banyak luka. And bukan setakat tu je. Aku tak tahu macam mana nak discribe kan cerita ni. And aku ringkaskan je dalam bentuk poem/Puisi :Dulu pernah ada cinta, Dulu pernah ada sayang. Namun kini
Tiada lagi perasaan seperti dulu,
Kini tiada lagi kisah cintaku telah musnah dan hancur dibawa
airmata yang kerap menitis tanpa sebab.
Hancur hatiku telah kau sakiti perasaanku,
Biarkan aku pergi jangan kau tanyakan lagi ku yakin ini yang terbaik
untuk kau dan aku.
Biarkan berlalu rasa cinta ini kerana hatiku ini sudah tidak dapat lagi menahan
luka yang semakin hari semakin dalam, aku luka di sini...................
I CANT WAIT THIS
Tuesday 24 July 2012 @ 02:29 | 0♡ comment(s)
Iloveyousayang. I can't wait on our First Anniversary. Within 4 days Anymore :3 Andd i can't wait too out of this sucker Misunderstanding, Doubt and ect. You know what aku tak pernah macam ni. sebelum ni. macam ex aku yg lain bukan sayang mana pun aku dekat diorang. Haha -,- K tapiiiiii Shafiq ni aku sayang dia gilagila. Last night ada Misunderstanding, But! aku tak salahkan dia. Aku yang buat dia jadi salah faham. So nowww. Aku try jadi lagi better dari sebelum ni(: Aku tak sabar nak hangout dengan dia. And celebrate our First Anniversary and. His birthday <3 It's gonna be awesome! Hihi. Eh wait. I will ignore all freak misunderstanding in my soul quickly and think positive about my sayang. And other boy can ya stay away from me? I already have been taken by Shafiq Daniel. And aku takkan return my heart to ANOTHER GUY. And Shafiq, you should realize all this things since from time immemorial. You should know that i love you. More than words. More than Friend. I need you :')Iloveyou. And honestly i can't leave you just like that. May Allah keep doing to combine us untill the end of our life.
Meh sini Mehh :3
Monday 23 July 2012 @ 02:50 | 0♡ comment(s)
korang pernah tak mengalami dimana bf korang cakap korang tak lawa. or kurus gila nak mati. Hah kalau macam tu. kalau bf korang cakap macam tu. korang ambik je Acid ni. Lempar dekat muka korang sendiri . And seriously aku cakap gentle bf korang tu tinggalkan korang. Hahhahaha So kalau korang buat betulbetul jangan cakap aku suruh okay. Cakap bf korang yg suruh. Hahaha (Y)kesian deh.
how to know that person sincerely love us.
@ 02:36 | 0♡ comment(s)
Hmmm, Macam mana nak tahu someone tu or boyfriend kita sendiri sayang kita. Yelah mesti dia dah TERbuat something yg buat kita doubt kan? Hmm Aku banyak baca dekat Google and blogger TIPS or ect pasal topic yang aku cakap kan ni. Haish Bagi aku benda ni TERsangatlah penting. Tak tahu lah pulak bagi dia. Bukan apa just kadang-2 confuse ni tibatiba ada. same like doubt. Ni one of bloggy yang aku dah baca it is, Memikat Lelaki Ego jangan gelak okay. Benda ni #Fact ramai perempuan bergini. Konon takada class lah bagai. Tapi if korang dah tergilagilakan lelaki tu. Internet jugak korang cari kan! Aku just refer je bloggy tu. Mana tahu dapat clue ke apa ke kan.
okaylah, korang nak tahu tak. aku ada sorang kawan ni tau. kami tak sangka crush dia boleh suka dia -,-
Sebab si lelaki ni cara cakap dia macam mainmain je kan. Tapi sebenarnya semuanya #Fact. Lelaki ni aku cakap dengan kau ni, dia ni gila punya jahat. muka pun nampak jahat jahat jugak lah. Tapi bila dengan kawan aku tu bapak ah. lembut macam jelly. Puih
Seriously aku cakap. Gentle jelly doh tengok dia dengan bf dia. Even diorang samasama senget kan. Tapi ada timetime lelaki tu sweet semacam ._. dekat sekolah kan. Lelaki tu dia main cakap je tak kira depan siapa pun, dia cakap dengan kawan aku yang aku cintakan kau bapak ah. yang kawan aku tak reti bersyukur. dia cakap bf dia tu bodoh . Haish geram pulak aku rasa. Ni ada kira brother and sister ni kann, diorang sangat sweet <3 omyy! :) Bestnyaa. Hihi nak tengok blog abang ni? nahh Nazy Dinzly .
Dahdah lew cerita pasal relay orang ni haaaa.
Relay aku pun entah macam mana entah ada hati nak cerita pasal relay orang. Kan Hahah
Waeva lah. Nobody cares. Ergh :@
You know what aku rasa macam aku ni PERIGI CARI TIMBA. nak tahu maksudnya? cari sendiri. Kbai
Before that, lelaki kena salin ni! PEREMPUAN CEPAT TERASA. Even benda tu benda kecik bagi lelaki. Tapi perempuan benda kecik tu it is, benda besar. so Fahamfaham je okay? okay. bye
Seized phone
Tuesday 17 July 2012 @ 02:31 | 0♡ comment(s)
Semalam kan. Phone aku kena rampas dengan Puan maiMON . So aku tahu siapa yang bagi tahu cikgu tu yang aku bawak phone semalam. Padahal kann masa tu lagi berapa belas minutes lagi je nak balik. Aku rasa anjing yg bagi tahu cikgu tu mesti happy kan. :3 Aku malas lah nak maki kang kena marah pulak :p Whatever lah, tahun depan dah boleh bawak PHONE or whatever GADGET. No worries If cikgu nak phone tu, Ambik bawak mati. And harini ramai pulak binatang yang buatbuat tanya pasal phone aku. Haish takapalah jumaat ni I will make sure that i will get back my phone. Tak sangka pulak aku budakbudak tu hadam sangat dengan phone aku tu. Hahaha
Hmm, Sejak phone kena rampas aku tak contact pun dengan shafiq. If aku text dia pakai number maxis aku tu harapan laa dia nak me'reply. Dekat number Umobile aku pun dah payah sangat nak reply. Hmm kesian betul aku. On the way nak masuk first anniversary memang dapat banyak test eh? okay laa, takpa. aku sanggup. :'(
Quotes For ya..
Saturday 14 July 2012 @ 19:35 | 0♡ comment(s)
Take this! 1)You're Eyes,
You're Hair,
You're Voice,
You're Smile That so means to me to Heard, See, Touch! <3
2) You never leave my mind, Even when i have a million things to worry about!
3) I like you a lot. I love you so more! SO much that it has evolved in to love
as long as you don't press the B button again. it'll be okay to me.